GOD & HIS ANGELSI was hestiating to blog about this but in the end i decided to blog about the lessons i learnt to remind myself in the future of God's love and faithfulness and also to thank some special people here.
Last week, i had quite a rough week; went through a tough time. But thankfully only for 3 days and i snapped out of it. I cried alot especially when we had all 5 days of PM, i cried all 5 days. haha. To the extend that during one of the pm, my bible cover was really collecting my tears and i had to tilt one side to pour away the small puddle of tears. haha. (who doesn't cry when going through rough patch?!) Okay so anyway, its over already. hahaha. PTL!
So in these 3 days, i learnt one very valuable lesson from God and many other impt lessons from people that stood by me so closely. I am just so thankful.
I learnt that God loves me no matter what. We all know this but yet to
experience it is another thing. And i really experienced it last week in such a real way.
God's love for me will not change a single bit even if i fail or succeed; His love is unchanging forever.
And here i want to thank a few people or i call them angels, for really standing by me so closely in this period of time. You guys really are the hands and feet of Jesus, showing me the love of God and reality of God. I wouldnt have bounce back so quickly in 3 days time without your constant support and love.
Heres my shoutout:
Suraj or Raj, my boss. In these 2.5 months that i worked under him I am very very touched by his care, concern and love. He's always making the effort to sow and get into my life. And in this rough patch that i went through i want to thank you for giving me an off day to let me spend time alone and with God, for your affirmation, for encouraging me through smses and long edifying emails everyday to make sure i stay strong, for sharing with me your personal experience so that i can find courage to move on, giving me opportunities to gain my confidence in God again, for speaking a word into my life and guiding me out of this. You made a really huge difference, and i am so thankful to God for such an awesome boss and leader.
Edmund Tay, thank you for your smses and call to make sure i am alright. Not just a word of concern but the concern and love i felt in these 3 days made a difference. Thank you for following up on me and making sure i bounce back stronger :)
Gisella, for coming all the way down on wed night after leaders meeting at 11pm to pick me and jiahao up just to take me out for a spin and have supper. I am really touched by your effort and love to cheer me up :)
Aunty Rosalind (Jiahao's mum), for your encouraging smses and buying me my fav M&Ms in a big packet to cheer me up. I am so touched by it :)
Jiahao, how can i forget to thank him. ha ha. Thank you for your big huge packet of cheese twisties and telling me i am still who i am in your eyes.
To end this entry, I just want to say i am so glad I learnt a valuable lesson about God's love, and also got inspired to love and encourage people just like how these wonderful people had loved and stood by me. God is good all the time; the bad and good times.
"It is not just how you look at God in the good times,
but also how you look at God in the bad times"